I finally admitted to myself that I have gone as far as  my wisdom and strength could carry me. I am like Job at this point (though I haven't lost any one in my family) I can say "though he slay me still will I trust him".
Its been almost two months since I stopped working, I was hoping by now I would have had something to comfort me knowing that my financial situation is looking good. (See that's that pride and arrogance we develop when we have a little change in our accounts). I was convicted about that recently and I had to repent.  I remembered a Sermon my pastor was shared and in its message he reminded me that "It is God who gives us the ability to make wealth". I should have paid close attention to this sooner. However, I do not suppose its the reason I am job hunting. Its a reminder that what we take for-granted can easily slip out of our hands and we can never be prepared for what will come.
a fore note for the one reading this. The little things that God has asked; paying tithes, giving to others, saving, offerings etc. they are still mandatory they hold the key to your future breakthroughs.
Next time you're in position to assist any one do so; even if they don't deserve it. Do your part in obeying God and he will do his in abundantly blessing you!
Much love!